I want to start off by saying I am so grateful for my life...my husband, my children, my animals, my family & my friends!
I have been extremely tired lately (about a few weeks). I am stressing about getting my taxes together...I really hate doing all these darn calculations..ugh..I just want to SCREAM! The daycare has been keeping me busy, not necessarily a bad thing..just happy to see smiling faces & hearing laughter.
I also have been worried about one of our closest friend.. She & her family are dealing with a crisis...her brother has Lung cancer & is not looking good. We continue to pray for them daily & think about them often. Another close friend of ours was very ill & was hospitalized. Thank God he went to the Hospital...if he had of waited for 1 more day, he wouldn't be with us today. He is ok now, just follow ups with the doctor.
I worry about my Son if he is going to be deployed or what he is going to do with his life. He has all these ideas what he wants to do, but doesn't seem to have any ambition. He was told last week he may go to Haiti to help...but no word yet. He worries me...a smart young man who could have it all.. but he rather have a good time partying. Is this what this is in the young world today? He joined the Army 2 years ago not knowing how it could change his life. He says he wants to work for the Army & he wants to be deployed...I don't think he really knows what he wants to do with his life. If is the Army...then so be it!
I am very organized person & I am always keeping things in order. I am known as the Mom/Wife who keeps everything straight & staying on top of things. Lately,that has not been the case. However, I will get back on track!!! Mark my words....I need to get out of this funk! I know the things I worry about, there is not much I can do but pray & let our friends know we are there for them. Taxes...well, that I can not wait to be done with that (1more week). Thank God my sister is helping me with my book keeping for next year..I can not be bothered with it, nor do I have the time or energy for it!!
I do not like this house we are in..the oil alone is putting a damper on us financially. I mean..we just got oil 5 weeks ago ($618) & then woke up this beautiful Sunday morning with NO heat or hot water. So on top of that we ahd to get our heater primed pay additional $50 for the guy just to deliver on Sunday. I can understand the fee...he is being taken away from hs family on his day off. So here we are again...$640 later to fill our tank. Our truck is in the shop for inspection...so must you ask what that will cost...I don't want to know! This causes me to lose sleep.
So, I am upgrading my camera. I am not buying it outright at the moment.. I am saving my money. I have almost half saved. I really want this camera! With my Photography taking off, I need to upgrade:) It makes sense for me to get a better camera. This camera is a Beast compare to what I am using. It is NOT beginners camera so I know I have the knowledge on how to use it. My husband has been very supportive with my Photography...he was the one who pushed me to do something I truly love! My family & friends have been great too. Allowing me to photo shoot their lives has been wonderful!
Since my Grandmothers death, I think about her everyday. I know she is in peace..but I do think about her alot, & I even talk to her! Don't worry, I am not going crazy, it just gives me peace:)
My brother Paul is having a lot of health problems because of his weight, he is obese & is always being hospitalized. I wish he could just lose the weight & get himself healthy. I am scared he is not going to be with us long. He is only 27 years old & has his whole life ahead of him. But I am afraid for him.
I am so grateful for the many Blessings in my life. Although I am tired & may look horrible (especially if I have no make-up on) I know I will get through the day, I will continue to let my family & friends know that we are there for them & keep them in our prayers. I will get through the day & be grateful for another day. Tomorrow is another day! Things will get done...when I have a moment I will get to it, but for now I will do the best I can do.
So for those of you who see me everyday, excuse me for looking so horrible! I am just tired & I am OK!!!!!I have been extremely tired lately (about a few weeks). I am stressing about getting my taxes together...I really hate doing all these darn calculations..ugh..I just want to SCREAM! The daycare has been keeping me busy, not necessarily a bad thing..just happy to see smiling faces & hearing laughter.
I also have been worried about one of our closest friend.. She & her family are dealing with a crisis...her brother has Lung cancer & is not looking good. We continue to pray for them daily & think about them often. Another close friend of ours was very ill & was hospitalized. Thank God he went to the Hospital...if he had of waited for 1 more day, he wouldn't be with us today. He is ok now, just follow ups with the doctor.
I worry about my Son if he is going to be deployed or what he is going to do with his life. He has all these ideas what he wants to do, but doesn't seem to have any ambition. He was told last week he may go to Haiti to help...but no word yet. He worries me...a smart young man who could have it all.. but he rather have a good time partying. Is this what this is in the young world today? He joined the Army 2 years ago not knowing how it could change his life. He says he wants to work for the Army & he wants to be deployed...I don't think he really knows what he wants to do with his life. If is the Army...then so be it!
I am very organized person & I am always keeping things in order. I am known as the Mom/Wife who keeps everything straight & staying on top of things. Lately,that has not been the case. However, I will get back on track!!! Mark my words....I need to get out of this funk! I know the things I worry about, there is not much I can do but pray & let our friends know we are there for them. Taxes...well, that I can not wait to be done with that (1more week). Thank God my sister is helping me with my book keeping for next year..I can not be bothered with it, nor do I have the time or energy for it!!
I do not like this house we are in..the oil alone is putting a damper on us financially. I mean..we just got oil 5 weeks ago ($618) & then woke up this beautiful Sunday morning with NO heat or hot water. So on top of that we ahd to get our heater primed pay additional $50 for the guy just to deliver on Sunday. I can understand the fee...he is being taken away from hs family on his day off. So here we are again...$640 later to fill our tank. Our truck is in the shop for inspection...so must you ask what that will cost...I don't want to know! This causes me to lose sleep.
So, I am upgrading my camera. I am not buying it outright at the moment.. I am saving my money. I have almost half saved. I really want this camera! With my Photography taking off, I need to upgrade:) It makes sense for me to get a better camera. This camera is a Beast compare to what I am using. It is NOT beginners camera so I know I have the knowledge on how to use it. My husband has been very supportive with my Photography...he was the one who pushed me to do something I truly love! My family & friends have been great too. Allowing me to photo shoot their lives has been wonderful!
Since my Grandmothers death, I think about her everyday. I know she is in peace..but I do think about her alot, & I even talk to her! Don't worry, I am not going crazy, it just gives me peace:)
My brother Paul is having a lot of health problems because of his weight, he is obese & is always being hospitalized. I wish he could just lose the weight & get himself healthy. I am scared he is not going to be with us long. He is only 27 years old & has his whole life ahead of him. But I am afraid for him.
I am so grateful for the many Blessings in my life. Although I am tired & may look horrible (especially if I have no make-up on) I know I will get through the day, I will continue to let my family & friends know that we are there for them & keep them in our prayers. I will get through the day & be grateful for another day. Tomorrow is another day! Things will get done...when I have a moment I will get to it, but for now I will do the best I can do.
But I have to say this picture always puts a smile on my face:)My Family!
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Do you feel better now? I hope so! You know I'm here girl and I love you. We all go through it, it's not easy, but we DO get through it. I love you and you are a great mom, sister, aunt and childcare provider.
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